Oh look at that...

I see in the "discription" I had 30lbs left to lose post baby, and ohhhhhh look at my ass, there they are still there. I guess if I put the effort into it it would work a hell of a lot better than now. The Easter Bunny is to blame, yes he bought too much chocolate for 3 boys and well you know where the extra goes, off to work with the bunny and a few forgotten eggs here or there wont hurt, I've not lost a lbs since I started here so might as well just keep the lbs on. NO I WILL NOT do that! it's Very windy today so my plan of plopping 60lbs of kids into a double jogger is sidetracked for the moment but I WILL do something today, and no climbing the stairs with loads of laundry doesn't count, must DO MORE! maybe I can steal Dh's bike? he's not using it... (growl).
I have a meeting tongiht for AJ starting school in September! I'm not ready but this time I'm goign to the meetings instead of chickening out and sending dh to be the "strong one" while I stay home in my denial of "noooooooo my kids aren't getting older, nooooooooo not happening" (fingers in ears) September 2/3 boys in school now that kind of sounds like a dream some days. The dream where you bop all over town and get an amazing amount of stuff accomplished because you've only got 1 child to babble to in the grocerycart or carseat or even in the hairdressing chair. I can do it, I did it in Feb when dh was in the hospital I bopped all over town I can do it again, all by myself! yep did it will do it again, not sit in my rut. What do yo mean I'm sittingin a chair now on this computer, nooooooo you don't "see" that your dreaming it's a big dream... ah of only somedays were dreams, ohhhhhh if this is a dream can we add in the massage guy (AJ just came bouncing out of his bed room wearing TJ"S new Easter clothes..POP there went the dream)
OK back to the dream, I seeeeeeeeeee I seeeeee ohhhhhhhhh a drink, yes and it has a mini mini mini umbrella, I see sand that doesn't end up going down the drain of my tub into the septic, I seeeeeee fruit dishes that I don't have to cut myself, I seeeeee a salad bar that serves itself, I seeeeeeeee ohhhhhhhh look water and ohhhhhhhhhhh I think I see a wave... Oh it's just AJ coming back out in his swim shorts he got from the easter bunny. I thinik I have to work on my dreams. oh well maybe in September less interuptions... oh wait in September I'll have nap time for 1 boy, and 2 boys in school NOW that's a dream excerise time!!!!!!!!
POP! I hear water running and I dont' see 1 boy...